I Wanna Fly

New Blog:  JK I like this one and aint starting a new one cause that takes time, and I lowkey aint got that rn...wait yeah you do that is why you're writing a blog you loser Does anyone read these? Kinda weird to think the fact of the matter I always have the same timing on how these work. I plainly think of the friends, fears, and failures in life. I have been scrolling through old photos and see that a year and a halfish or something of another is gone. Kinda strikes me because it was lowkey some of the happiest times in my life. Weird. It's cool though. Like I have pretty much 0 like close friends, but I also have like a lot of people I interact with everyday. I am in charge of a lot of stuff, and also in a group with a lotta people, but broke off from it when I moved kinda. I think about that. There was a time when I had a lot of homies, and then three in 3 year of highschool.  Those are still my friends, but I don't talk to them like ever. I had a group of 4 my senior ...

Fri, Apr 29 @ 6:11 PM  6:30? Oh my lol Ur good Maybe u are driving tho😂 I'm gone Wdym *Hone Home? Cause you were slowwww Aight be there in 5 K Fri, Apr 29 @ 10:49 PM Night Goodnight :)

 HAHA oh my gosh 2022 jacob was so dumb all these depressed, lonely, and psycho love poems lollllll.

Take me back to that Country Side, help me climb those mountains,  I wanna be that  I wanna fly I wanna run I only cry I wanna be the one I wanna be for her I wanna see the world I only lie I wanna be the best I wanna beat the rest I wanna pass the test I only fail at best I wanna scream I wanna achieve these dreams Yet EVERYMOMENTFEELSLIKEIAMUNSEEN God you there? I believe you are, but holy moly I been cussing everyone out, prolly even you sometimes I not the best at being perfect, I know my pain aint worth it But God I love you so, I will keep pushing through till I earn it

One of my favorite lines in any movie ever.  Ultimately who is the Winner? The one who got the Trophy right? Or you? The one Who LOST Who FAILED Who CANT COUNT Who STUDIED RUTHLESSLY Who WORKED HIS BUTT OFF Who GAVE IT HIS EVERYTHING Yet.. You came up short Day 6 will be something I never forget. The day that I had worked a year for. The day I had given everything I had. And with that I can say one thing. God Promised me the Drive. NOT THE WIN. ...I will eventually be the one with those wings though,  I can promise you that. God had a purpose in all these things, he has a purpose in the things for me. He knows why it happened and I can have faith in that Even though I may have wanted to Cuss him out for how much I pushed. I love HIM, and nothing but Forward, and Take the  REAL WIN... in Being Learn-ed....and being a Job. No Matter the Trial, and No Matter the MTN, I will get the WIN,  ISNT THAT WHAT WINNING IS ABOUT ANYWAYS? Also NOBLE..by F3Mii... Rock on Brutha

Alright Preview, this was my thoughts on a bedroom floor, at 11.20 on a Conference Weekend.  I've been contemplating who I am meant to be. Just a brown eyed blondie wakin up at three. A coke bottle stuck my eyes as I went to sleep. Was it hers, or did I buy it for the memories? Why do I still have it clearly old as June 22" I can see. That one night it seemed like a dream. Everything I had visioned became a reality. Little white dress, living in Tennessee, Nothing better than seeing a fourth finger with a ring. Toad smiling high cause damn shawty is finer than brownies. hahahahaha.  Shit, life's good, it can't get better till I turned a cheek. Flyin high, and saving lives feels like a need. What age are you again... Oh yeah Just turned 23.  Living in the south, shit hate humidity. Oh well, at least it gives girly a reason to ........................ Jk, that dirty, ain't gonna write that for the time being. Pfffft. Honeymoon every night if I am speaking honestly. L...