I Wanna Fly

Like a river leave all that was behind... "The truth is my son, You have no Enemies...No one does." I recognized you in that theatre when I looked around in that room, but did not think anything of it ...I guess a flurry of memories flew into my way, and I felt lost in betwixt and between what was flooding from the past, and the immigration of Latinos on that projection screen. ...I noticed you ran out as if you saw my aur of a ghost in the back of that room lurking into your soul, but I felt as though maybe I was the ghost you saw right through that whole time.  I've known you've been back for a few months, and that hasn't really been an issue at all. Your memories flood my thoughts pretty frequently, and it's probably cause it's a lesson on what I do not want to end a friendship like again. I do miss those times, I can't deny that. I oft think of those things and times. Didn't think much of anything other than to chuckle when you ducked in that c...

 Compromising missing thoughts in which I reflect. I cannot think of how in the world I once was a neglect. No one knows the truth of what I may know or what is the subject the Questions compromising every promise in my head. How can someone come to see the person the once met Hide away the tears that you bury but cant forget Maybe its because of the thoughts of you I forget instead The problems my world view turns spinnin once again. I hope to see the reality in which we see the unity... The parody in which we be - come to brave to ever regret. No regrets? Maybe quite a bit I often try too hard and get too upset. Yet...Simply put its hard trying to always preach a God I've never met. I think that is the point ya see it's something burning not a mindset A feeling in which you teach a person the way to begin or reset. I hope today is the day, but soon I will see the pains gone from a duet. No pain is grieving more than the one which made you need accessed.  The memory or sanity...

“Are you okay?”  Got to be the most frustrating single sentence in the English language. I mean I’ve been asked it by like twenty people over the course of a week, and my response is the same…..uh yeah I’m good.  Refresh Like even if I wasn’t good would I wanna tell you? Hell no. Contradicting myself ain’t exactly answering the question though either. Nah no questions asked. I ain’t dropping any friends and sorry if you misinterpreted that writing bro. Pretty shitty of me, prolly just what I felt in that moment cause been kinda a rough couple months for me, and I’d rather just leave it be. I don’t hate you, I don’t think you’re an Ass. I just like doing shit alone. We’re cool bro sorry for being a high school girl for the past month. I owe ur lil one an apology too, cause man I’ve been a dick to that kid for a minute. I apologize to both of y’all. We coo lil chodes we coo. U hate me I get it but just know I don’t have any bad feelings for ya. If ya down I’m always down bro I h...

I have been thinkin a lot lately, I mean when you got one useable arm kinda helps to make sure that happens. I mean all I do now feels like sit at home and do nothing, go for walks, and eat unnecesaary amounts of chicken, and rice.  I feel egotistical when I say this but MAN I WAS SHREDDED! Gosh, Golly oh my!!! October Toad Sheesh that kid had it all! He had the Lean Body Tone, He had the Abs, Don't get me started on that BACK! Or nah, my personal favorite his quads and glutes. Like bro okay I know this sounds hella shitty and like the most fake blonde buzzcut kid ever but dude...In one day at the gym I had 4 chicks walk up to me. LIKEEE BROOOOO I WAS THE SHIT. Gollly man I am such an ass and the thing I am not going to be ever. (Me literally being a blonde buzzcut) Yeah no not at all.  Hey at least I don't wear fake jewelry, and wifebeaters cause man that shit is _____. well cmon you know what word goes there. hahahaha...nah in all seriousness though October was a very fun mo...

They PLAYED THE SONG THEY ACTUALLY PLAYED THE SONG!!!!! HEROINE …S.W.S  FLY…S.W.S 🍇🤘🦅 LET YOU DOWN …S.W.S HOUSE OF MATCHES …S.W.S THEY PLAYED ALL FOUR OF EM also some rando got my second ticket happy I met that guy and made his day!!! What a great life!!! 

Found Him... I was up way later than I should have been,  Thinking lately why did I not ask out that 10 Pausing time and constantly go back again Past references and rememberin All these good times yet they always end. Forget the pain what maybe it coulda been? So today I cant forget but we are tremblin Cause took 21 years and till october to see me humblin Pain in the knees and smoke em once again Yell, scream, and push is why I am differin Something telling me that blessings for a grin again Cause WAKE UP you be smiling more and now and then Happiest time, and nervous yet always clownin em No cussin, busting, or thrusting got me sinninin Promised one house yet told I was Slytherin I don't know why these thoughts are happenin But I gotta say this is the best day In the worst way I cannot say Only a handful of examples aint gonna gamble my life cause im rocking em Pause… you finally no way  No way Jose Josie?  Nah Jose …some SAY HOSE THATS NOT JOSE MAYBE JUAN?  anywa...