Spiderm4n

"I just came to my senses"

- Removing these lies aint a way of livin'

Fear is my inter-dimension

Maybe? Thats why you trippin. 

Think about late,

You aint thinkin straight

Too many problems on your plate

Maybe this universe needs someone to illustrate

But times up maybe start over againnnnn....

I be thinking about Spiderman for some reason lately?

My QB is the nickname of him, and my favorite superhero was him growing up.

I always admired a kid who was a nerd, and never got the girls, but did the right thing.

Kept quiet, no one knew his life, Just His Failures People Had Flurried About, But none of it broke him. 

Weird to think a Kid, some high school kid could save a city. 

What a crazy thought right?

I remember I loved True Hip Hop and not that crappy Juice Wrld, XXX, or Drake Shiz, and still dont...but being in a theatre on a late night listening to the ending credits of Carnage, Shady's song with my crew of 9 homies and all of us knew that song had hit.

No one could see you standing. Yet those lyrics put together how I felt at a time I troubled with my faith. I remember being 16 thinking it was a struggle, yet seems at 21 I was the Last one Standing

...Time for God to test me...

...Thanking God for all the times he blessed as I prayed for He...

Turning revenge into a sense of a Nerd, No resentment just yearn at the thirst for an unquenchable hurt...

All these weird things happen around the Time some Spiderman reference happens

A few months later a 2 on 1 date and some shoes on a theatre floor again turned a funny way to learn about all three of my childhood movies. 

That turned into a relationship which Bolo'd at the release of Miles Morales' Second film...

"Am I Dreaming" hit harder than ever before during 23' but man that shiz became a tragedy and lovely at a time of grief. 

I was not done fighting, I don't feel I lost? 

Yet maybe that blur was a dream. 

Was I dreaming? 

Kause I can't give up.... I Still was fightinggg

No we can't give up...

Anotha year through the fire alone at first turning my runs and lifts from the hurt...

Went back and hit up this girl typa granola you yearn, but she aint never remember the worth

I saw in her to be turned.

Spiderman was song she skipped in a car when I listened to Pierce the Veil down that Canyon with her best friend. Lowkey almost ended up with her too, 

Gosh what is with me and going after girls, and then their best friends? It's even worse when those ex's are resentful of those other ex's...

hahaha...maybe the Tobey scene was how I felt from time to time, but always felt like I was tryna be that Hollywood hero. 

A few months went by, and got back from a dangerous game, shooting spraying missin all types of aim. 

I ultimately felt that when I came home, and lil Miles Morales wanted to watch Spiderman with me again. 

Again little bro?

Alright.

A nother year passes, and another film comes out, and suddenly wham you think you want to go on a mission BOCAJ?

REALLY?

I mean you had quite the pool and levy to take from, it was basically a dartboard and a perfect 180 if you threw it at all, and you take it down?

She forgot about you, and you completely lost yourself in time too, there were new people and a new crowd of homies. Except you were in charge, and you had the Leader built within to be that Hero.

So when I say this again that at the Game up North vs. The Team Down South...You really did see a spiderm4n. Devon? no, take a look in the mirror who was holding that flag before that game even started Jacob 

Take a look again why you be thinking about Spiderman in a time when everythings been going right?

Maybe cause sometimes a Kid is what the World Needs. I mean you should be about Your Father's Business right? 

Keep it up Spiderm4n