Find Me.

Found Him...

I was up way later than I should have been, 

Thinking lately why did I not ask out that 10

Pausing time and constantly go back again

Past references and rememberin

All these good times yet they always end.

Forget the pain what maybe it coulda been?

So today I cant forget but we are tremblin

Cause took 21 years and till october to see me humblin

Pain in the knees and smoke em once again

Yell, scream, and push is why I am differin

Something telling me that blessings for a grin again

Cause WAKE UP you be smiling more and now and then

Happiest time, and nervous yet always clownin em

No cussin, busting, or thrusting got me sinninin

Promised one house yet told I was Slytherin

I don't know why these thoughts are happenin

But I gotta say this is the best day

In the worst way I cannot say

Only a handful of examples aint gonna gamble my life cause im rocking em

Pause… you finally no way 

No way Jose

Josie? 

Nah Jose …some SAY HOSE

THATS NOT JOSE

MAYBE JUAN? 

anyways..I think I found HIM.


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