I have so many stupid poems

 HAHA oh my gosh 2022 jacob was so dumb all these depressed, lonely, and psycho love poems lollllll.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Coke Bottle

Alright Preview, this was my thoughts on a bedroom floor, at 11.20 on a Conference Weekend.  I've been contemplating who I am meant to be. Just a brown eyed blondie wakin up at three. A coke bottle stuck my eyes as I went to sleep. Was it hers, or did I buy it for the memories? Why do I still have it clearly old as June 22" I can see. That one night it seemed like a dream. Everything I had visioned became a reality. Little white dress, living in Tennessee, Nothing better than seeing a fourth finger with a ring. Toad smiling high cause damn shawty is finer than brownies. hahahahaha.  Shit, life's good, it can't get better till I turned a cheek. Flyin high, and saving lives feels like a need. What age are you again... Oh yeah Just turned 23.  Living in the south, shit hate humidity. Oh well, at least it gives girly a reason to ........................ Jk, that dirty, ain't gonna write that for the time being. Pfffft. Honeymoon every night if I am speaking honestly. L...
Read more

I Think I'm Going Numb

20 weeks arm break been kinda painful Nothing but a lot of time to be sinful Daily habits removing devils and angels. Time to get back at it day one with a pencil Life changes one day a high found in some pills. Next week the new high is an angel. Soon after nothing matters just you and a table. Writing lyrics, thinking the holy spirit will save you. Pay attention first lesson, never addressing with the past whom you choose. Every step in a new direction makes you dream if it came true. Living high off of drives down roads you were used too. Yet new tires, new ride, makes life seem like it were full proof. I remember in August thinking I would hike once a week, some new mountain, or canyon. I started of great, mistakes take place, but overcame every break. I went 3 months straight, no missed gym days, or weekly hikes in a place priorly relayed. Yet to this day I still can't say I regret missing that one that was planned on my father's birthday. First week of school was starting...
Read more

A Venice Queen

Hit Shuffle on my playlist, and Venice Queen came on, I only listened to them a little bit last year. In fact the least I ever have. Kinda crazy. Used to be my dream to live like that band. I checked my top 100 songs, and not one song was RHCP. Wildddddd. Weird. Guess that's how you know I changed quite a bit. Well at least I think I have, but its always fun to reflect on what has been. Dosed been playing hella lately though cause damn I love that song. Been dosed a few times in my life now, but I haven't found my final dose. I'll keep my eye out when I get back in August...  Anyways without further adoo adu? UH Do.... Played all these songs too just remind. Good times though, can't deny.  Stepped too far with all my lies. Yet why did I ever try to compromise? Forgive me, I had no shot that's why I tried. Doing well though I don't want to reply.  Missing a lot of hoodies, I wonder why? Young love never seems to work, why'd I ever try? So much stupid shit, ha...
Read more