Hit Shuffle on my playlist, and Venice Queen came on, I only listened to them a little bit last year. In fact the least I ever have. Kinda crazy. Used to be my dream to live like that band. I checked my top 100 songs, and not one song was RHCP. Wildddddd. Weird. Guess that's how you know I changed quite a bit. Well at least I think I have, but its always fun to reflect on what has been. Dosed been playing hella lately though cause damn I love that song. Been dosed a few times in my life now, but I haven't found my final dose. I'll keep my eye out when I get back in August... Anyways without further adoo adu? UH Do.... Played all these songs too just remind. Good times though, can't deny. Stepped too far with all my lies. Yet why did I ever try to compromise? Forgive me, I had no shot that's why I tried. Doing well though I don't want to reply. Missing a lot of hoodies, I wonder why? Young love never seems to work, why'd I ever try? So much stupid shit, ha...
I've been having these weird thoughts lately... ...Like is any of this for real? Or not? "Before you place those claims against me. You better know the consequences that will dwell." The pain of agony, desperation to turn harm away I know that this pain will serve yourself. I hate to be the bearer of the news. Lately I have thought of what ways I'll foretell. Cause where have you been its not like you To disappear, and leave me bare bid me my farewell. You quickly left, as did I for this. A cult that claims the weakest of the innocence. Maybe I am just one member that will seether through Hell otherwise I am just nother aiding wickedness. You are not my LIFE You are not my LIFE Put the knife to my throat. I am sick of your Vigor Put the brand to my back. Submerged in Liquor. You are not my LIFE You are not my LIFE Time to place all your bets against me. I turned my hand against all of you fools. The hand that I was delt was not fair. Time has nothing on me I will play...
20 weeks arm break been kinda painful Nothing but a lot of time to be sinful Daily habits removing devils and angels. Time to get back at it day one with a pencil Life changes one day a high found in some pills. Next week the new high is an angel. Soon after nothing matters just you and a table. Writing lyrics, thinking the holy spirit will save you. Pay attention first lesson, never addressing with the past whom you choose. Every step in a new direction makes you dream if it came true. Living high off of drives down roads you were used too. Yet new tires, new ride, makes life seem like it were full proof. I remember in August thinking I would hike once a week, some new mountain, or canyon. I started of great, mistakes take place, but overcame every break. I went 3 months straight, no missed gym days, or weekly hikes in a place priorly relayed. Yet to this day I still can't say I regret missing that one that was planned on my father's birthday. First week of school was starting...
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