A Venice Queen

Hit Shuffle on my playlist, and Venice Queen came on, I only listened to them a little bit last year. In fact the least I ever have. Kinda crazy. Used to be my dream to live like that band. I checked my top 100 songs, and not one song was RHCP. Wildddddd. Weird. Guess that's how you know I changed quite a bit. Well at least I think I have, but its always fun to reflect on what has been. Dosed been playing hella lately though cause damn I love that song. Been dosed a few times in my life now, but I haven't found my final dose. I'll keep my eye out when I get back in August... 

Anyways without further adoo adu? UH Do....

Played all these songs too just remind.

Good times though, can't deny. 

Stepped too far with all my lies.

Yet why did I ever try to compromise?

Forgive me, I had no shot that's why I tried.

Doing well though I don't want to reply. 

Missing a lot of hoodies, I wonder why?

Young love never seems to work, why'd I ever try?

So much stupid shit, happily the old me has since died. 

Give up, fuck up, and became quite benign. 

Handsy for a little bit, damn I wasn't fine.

Hurt more than you but 20 in just one night.

Broke me with one phone call from my cruise line.

Destroyed another with all my bullshit pulled that night. 

Well isn't the best policy though didn't feel right.

Missionary to Not in 3 days TIME!

Damn that was one fine ass line.

Hid for quite some time.

Yet I know my road was happily confined.

Took a halt, but see what path underlined.

Found myself, and a couple buddies which changed my mind.

Found Hell in such short time.

Realized I hurt a lot which friendships in my life.

Maybe one day all them will forgive me for being a pain to their behind.

Just know that I loved all the so called times.

When we all hung out, and always wanted to rewind.

Happy life unraveled, and changed to make me realize.

I had to change a lot in order to find.

What one day would be Allie to my Noah or so called dime.

Yet what would you say to that old dime?

I'd say thanks for being part of my life, tolerating my shit, and being a friend for quite some time."

She'd prolly say "maybe don't always make it rhyme."

"Writing was never your strong suit, and Nickelback is still shiz(no cussin), but happy you're alright."

To the other ones in the gang, I still care, and you'll be real ones to the end of my lifetime.

Take care y'all, happy we are all doing well and on different routes that are all inclined.

Meanwhile, I'll be on a detour where it's humid, and never dry.

Have fun in Argentina Green Eyes.