I Wanna Fly

Oh no, Jacob man, c'mon you know that won't happen again. Maybe so, but dreams come back when you dream forever right? Maybe I'm my hardest critique, Binging all these lies I'm with it. Ain't time to explain were in it. It's all good though, makin it seem  every dream is a machine, lean jeaned pressed clean. Blew steam, without packin it. Stackin another 1000  before we are back at it.  Haha, who was this hardest critique? Was it the blue eyed man, who said you have a limit. Or a slut laced with enough past hits  It'd make satan go ballistic.  Nah I miss the old days. You know I don't say? The pain waves, the main craze.  All this anger insane bravery is driving me crazy. I ain’t coming home so I will have to say goodbye. Bye to all the bitches I've been with  The ones who have been high.  The ones who’ve spread lies. Behind my back you were so sly, but this aint have to do with you anymore.  I’m sick these internet pics, got the venom to spi...

“Are you okay?”  Got to be the most frustrating single sentence in the English language. I mean I’ve been asked it by like twenty people over the course of a week, and my response is the same…..uh yeah I’m good.  Refresh Like even if I wasn’t good would I wanna tell you? Hell no. Contradicting myself ain’t exactly answering the question though either. Nah no questions asked. I ain’t dropping any friends and sorry if you misinterpreted that writing bro. Pretty shitty of me, prolly just what I felt in that moment cause been kinda a rough couple months for me, and I’d rather just leave it be. I don’t hate you, I don’t think you’re an Ass. I just like doing shit alone. We’re cool bro sorry for being a high school girl for the past month. I owe ur lil one an apology too, cause man I’ve been a dick to that kid for a minute. I apologize to both of y’all. We coo lil chodes we coo. U hate me I get it but just know I don’t have any bad feelings for ya. If ya down I’m always down bro I h...

Jaws in my life have come in strange ways lately.  "We should make out while making snow angels"                                                                                                                                       "That sounds straight from a movie" "How about we make it a movie and we are the leads?"                                                                    ...

I've been having these weird thoughts lately... ...Like is any of this for real? Or not? "Before you place those claims against me. You better know the consequences that will dwell." The pain of agony, desperation to turn harm away I know that this pain will serve yourself. I hate to be the bearer of the news. Lately I have thought of what ways I'll foretell. Cause where have you been its not like you To disappear, and leave me bare bid me my farewell. You quickly left, as did I for this. A cult that claims the weakest of the innocence. Maybe I am just one member that will seether through Hell otherwise I am just nother aiding wickedness. You are not my LIFE You are not my LIFE Put the knife to my throat. I am sick of your Vigor Put the brand to my back. Submerged in Liquor. You are not my LIFE You are not my LIFE Time to place all your bets against me. I turned my hand against all of you fools. The hand that I was delt was not fair. Time has nothing on me I will play...

Goodbye hon.

Welcome to the End Just to go Under Get used to the influence You ain't got no other. It's the same old story of Turning your back  Not givin enough I told you once, now twice, three times might I add That this time the pain will no longer last.  The calm complexion of your aur fades as you blast. Another cigarette, maybe a cold one will calm her ass. I think the pain that I grew up reflects my past. The dangers that not one stranger will interact Cause it be "rangers lead the way" till we boast and laugh All to fight a dying cause for a country that won't take our backs. 9 months have gone since I have seen you last. Why ain't we arguing like usual aint this where you unlash Against this anger to a stranger, you endangered, with a  fatherless daughter, who no longer bothered mangering her childhood with no charter when you left with a rack of empty coathangers. while you smoked away your whole savings account at last. Come at me, the one who you married, the ...

I have been thinkin a lot lately, I mean when you got one useable arm kinda helps to make sure that happens. I mean all I do now feels like sit at home and do nothing, go for walks, and eat unnecesaary amounts of chicken, and rice.  I feel egotistical when I say this but MAN I WAS SHREDDED! Gosh, Golly oh my!!! October Toad Sheesh that kid had it all! He had the Lean Body Tone, He had the Abs, Don't get me started on that BACK! Or nah, my personal favorite his quads and glutes. Like bro okay I know this sounds hella shitty and like the most fake blonde buzzcut kid ever but dude...In one day at the gym I had 4 chicks walk up to me. LIKEEE BROOOOO I WAS THE SHIT. Gollly man I am such an ass and the thing I am not going to be ever. (Me literally being a blonde buzzcut) Yeah no not at all.  Hey at least I don't wear fake jewelry, and wifebeaters cause man that shit is _____. well cmon you know what word goes there. hahahaha...nah in all seriousness though October was a very fun mo...